Too much for you

Rasa dipergunakan, tapi kenapa biarkan? Sebab musabab? Sebab rasa berkawan ada? So, sukahati la nak rasa dipergunakan? Wahhh, boleh tahan kau. Relaks bila dipergunakan. Bukannya apa, sedih tengok kau sakit dipergunakan oleh kawan sendiri. Kawan ke tu? Pasti, itu kawan? Kau ada untuk dorang, tapi dorang ada untuk kau? Dah bahagia, kau tengok lah sendiri. Ada dorang peduli kau? Kau jugak yg jalan sorang sorang. Konon dorang nak mintak tolong, last last kau dah macam kuli pulak aku tengok. Ke sana ke sini kau ikut dorang, lepas tu kau dorang tinggalkan kat belakang bila dah dapat apa yg dorang nak. Kau tak rasa sakit ke? Ke aku yg rasa bagi pihak kau? Untung laa kau sebab keras, kan? Even sekarang pun, dorang bukannya dengan kau. Sedih macam mana pun kau, dorang tetap bahagia.

Why you stand alone so long, without any hesitation? Are they there for you? I wish they were.

Kalau aku salah faham, fikiran negatif sangat, salah kan aku yg bertahan untuk kau selama 19 tahun...

At last

Don't have to write much. Congratulation to Zaky Mubarak Bin Mohammad and Dayah Zamani (haha don't even know her real name) for their Akad Nikah today. Happy newly married and last ever after :)

Bang, mok pegi majlis kat Sibu eh. Pahal polah hari kuliah? Adohhhehhh :(

It's okay even it hurts

Okay? Hurts? It's not okay, obviously. Since I'm the one who takes the risk, I thought it's okay even it hurts. Don't even care how it gonna be later. No one knows better even my heart says so. Hmm, it's time to let go. Thought so but it hards to do. How could I? Less than a year, I should let it go completely. COMPLETELY. They said, just make yourself happy every second and you'll forget it. Simple. Dear, keep it simple. How could I? Something that I have for 2 years and now I had to leave it for less than a minute? Yet, I keep saying 'It's okay even it hurts'. Can I really do it? How could I? Babe, help me. It's hard for me. Still, I need to forget it. They said, want something then ask for it. If love someone then tell it. How could I? :(

Is it life really simple as that? How could it?