Well, it's always hard to say goodbye.

Assalamualaikum. Hai. :)

This week, 11th of July 2013 (Thursday), results for penerapan UiTM will come out. Well, I do nervous waiting for it. Deep inside I really want to get into UiTM since it's an IPTA. I'd do my best before and now tawakkal. I do eagerly want to be a part of UiTM again. Sweet memory for me. Hehe. If I get into Mechanical Engineering, then byebye IUKL. Byebye every nice person here. Hehe. 4 days to go :)

Hm, then, I do feel really really sad when thinking about leaving this place. Yeah, people here is very nice to me. We do really close although we just know each other for only a month. We've been this close since in the Induction Week. We're hanging out together, having lunch together, dinner together, going insane together and sharing every moments together, yellow and blue. It's just that we're always together. Feels like this is my second family. They're willingly do anything, just for me, for everyone. Well, we're just too close to be break apart.

Marsha and Fifi, cute friends :) 

Samsul, gila-gila just like me. Nyehehe.

Led, known as BrunoMars Philipines and Kamarul, one of a kind :)

Pali, scandal-licious. Haha.

Smile Fifi, smile.

Okay, lapar bebeno rupa aku. Haha.

Snap snap snap.

Fries!

I'm happy with you.

One sweet moment.

    

Well, if I can get to UiTM and Mechanical Engineering, definitely I will greet them goodbye. I do hate goodbye since I don't really know if I could ever meet them again. Sobsob. For the time being, we're just enjoy every sweet moments that we share, together :)

Love you, xoxo.

Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone

Assalamualaikum. Hai. :)

Sitting alone here, in cafeteria while everyone is staring at me like I'm doing something wrong. What's your problem, dude? It's not like I've committed any crime here. I'm just blogging, you know. Haiya. Make me feel like to poke into their eyes. Stop staring at me! I know you see an angel right now. Okay, not. Kidding. Haha. 

What am I doing here, alone? Okay, my friends going back home, some on a date and some MIA. The one that staying here now only those international students. Feels like I'm with them, too. Haha. Actually, I do feel like to write all the time. That's why you can see so many update from me nowadays. If not, I know this place will look like a ghost town. Probably.

When I'm in here, mostly will speak Malay of course but I do prefer speak in English. It's not that I'm very good in English but I barely understand the way people here speak in Malay. Haha. Yes, I'm Malay. Well, in Sarawak, people that speak Malay will pronounce words by 'baku'-ing it. Here, they always put an 'e' for an ending of 'a' letter words. When they speak too fast, then I couldn't understand a word at all. They will repeat their words for me at least twice. Pity on them. Eh? Pity on me laa. Some of them even asked me, 'Do Sarawakian speaks English in their daily life?'. Well, no. We have our own native language. It's unique and we do have different languages. I can't speak every language in Sarawak for sure but I do understand some words. Guys, I miss to speak Sarawak language. :)

Hm, he's not here. So, kbye! Haha.

*Why they are still staring at me? Bebual eh, bebual. Tukuk sekali baruk sedar kali. Ngeng juak. Orang sitok nang suka nangga orang menali ka? Adeh, pangkak ku dik lagik!*

That day was a fairytale

Assalamualaikum. Hai :)

Seems like story-telling of the happy-ending-fairy-tale still clinging out in this era. If only happy-ending do exist, person like me will really appreciate it. People do like story of love. Love, happens in every corner of life. Allah, religion, family, friends, teachers, lecturers, older, younger, leader, followers, people, animals, worlds etc. Description of love can be expressed in many words and ways. 

For the love that I feel right now is the love that I give to what am I doing right now. I do love this moment, this time although I've tried my hardest to adapt to this life. Its not like I've been leaving the student's life for ages but to do this once again is really hard for me. Well, it's different from what I'm doing before. I'm taking a completely different path and place. But I do prefer now than before in the view of the path (course). And I do really love the place before than now. Hehe. This place is not bad at all but seriously I do miss the place before. 

Okay, enough with all those things. Miss, love, what-so-ever blablabla. I'm not in the right topic, people. Hehe. I want to share a story line that I've got here right after the Induction Week *about last 2 weeks*. 

I've known this person and I love her smile. She's kind of cute and pretty. A real beauty for me. Hehe. She's adorable, love to smile and laugh, fashionable, tall girl, and smart in her own way. Well, this type of girl would definitely get so much attention from others especially guys. And yes! I'm right. Even our facilitator also has a crush on her. Much. She had a special boyfriend. Take note, HAD. Yes, breakup a few days after classes start. Reason? I would not blaming her for that since I know what had happened here during that time. Yes, we're a kind of busy but for me it's not really that busy. Maybe for someone that having no experience with this situation, yes, it was a very busy week, or days. I know she still in love with her ex-boyfriend but girl, please, if breakup is the one you want so move on. You're the one who keep that distance longer than before. So, please, be strong. I know you can do it. You go girl! There so much charming and good boys waiting for you. Just let your heart and eyes open wide. Maybe, he is just next to you :)

Actually distance is not a very good reason for a relationship. It's all about trust. Yes, trust. Try to trust your partner but don't over-limit. For trusting someone a hundred percent is wrong. It's dangerous. Give the trust, the love and the affection to yourself before you do it on someone else. Trust me, you'll never get hurt too much later on. I've done it and still doing it. I've try to limit my feeling with someone when I'm having a crush or people do say "love at the first sight". Well, it's not love. Dude, don't bluff. Haha. Love is not something that we should just take it easy. It's hard to fall in love actually. It does require so many aspect to love someone. I'm not being choosy but I'm being shy in this kind of thing. Yeah, I do carefully choose a person but it's not really hard. It's just I'm too shy for saying out my own feeling. Well, I do write it in the blog where I know that person will not read my posts. Confident. Haha. I will definitely not letting him know how do I feel. Hehe. Well, I really do not believe in a fairytale-happy-ending in this real life. :)

Well, it's true. Work for it. Ignore this feeling should be better than meet him and say "Aku suka Kamu". 

#notetomyself

See, Arina, you're not brave enough. That person say "Hi" to you and you dah macam kucing nak beranak. Come on. Make him as your friend. Takyah la terus nak tersasul semua perkataan. Haha. Like seriously you blushing that moment. People will know laa. Haiya. That person doesn't know yet but you do look flutter in front of him. *one sweet moment.keke* Apa nak jadi? Kbye!

Random

Assalamualaikum. Hai :)

Now, I do post something random since I accidentally view this photo. Where? Where the photo? Haiya. Okay, I do personally like this photo. Well, it's candid and feels like I'm a very very so much famous person in that place lol. Haha. I do remember one of my junior, in UiTM, has commented on this picture when he saw it. So panjang ooo komen. Firstly, thank you. :) 

"Kak, you know what is the most obvious thing happen in this photo? You do look so happy here. Look gorgeous. And plus I love your smile with your so much dimples there. Hehe. You're the one that always give inspiration to me, to all of us. Hmph I'm gonna miss you. On your convocation, I'll wait for you and give you flowers. Many many. Take care kak. :)"

Haiyaa, I do miss you too. When I'm not in mood, sad, or angry, you're the one that always be with me. And I'm the one will be the shoulder for you to cry on, the ears to hear everything you say, forever and always. Hehe. Macam orang bercinta la pulak. Keep in touch. I know you always whatsapp me and sorry for not really give a response due to line problem. Have faith and always be happy, okay? :)

Okay, I know. It less than expected but that his point. I know I'm always gorgeous mama's daughter. Haha.

Muntah hijau! Sekarang :p