Please, come back

Please come back, Rain.

          When I need you the most. To hide all my pain, with the tears that overflows.

          When I need you to cover up my sadness with a quick smile on my face.

          When I need you to give some noise to my lonely night.

Please come back, Sunshine.

          When I need you to be the beacon through my darkest night.

          When I need you to cheer me up since I'm down.

          When I need you to bright my day, forever and always.

Please come back, Home.

          When I need you to be my shelter through the highs and lows.

          When I need you to comfy me when I fall hard.

          When I need you to give me the warmest love.

Please come back, Smile.

          I've never feel so hard like this.

          Till I left you, and give ways to my tears.

          Should that you be my best friend. 

          I've been way to far, drowning in this life dramas.

          Then, I need you now to come back and going through all this together.

And this summer rose left blooming alone. All the lovely companion are faded and gone. 

Please, come back.

Hectic semester ever

Assalamualaikum. Hi everyone. 

Gosh, it's been a very very long time since the last update from me. Been busy? Yeah. Should say so. I've been going through the busiest semester ever. It's not over yet. I sit for my last paper on this coming Saturday. The next day, it's time for me to fly. Shiuuuuuu going back to Sarawak. Yay! Never been so excited as this. 

What should I say now? I'll be missing everyone that I met here. It's not like I'm going back forever. Ouch Arina, you're exaggerate much. Well, I've found someone who always been there for me even at 4AM. And he's a guy. Maybe because of his matured part of attitude makes me comfortable with him even though he is younger. He's not even 18 guys. Okay this November, yes. He's being nice, funny, protective and comfortable to be with. Guess what, he's the one that even know most of my secrets. It's not secrets anymore since he knows them. Friends said that I may fall for him. I guess never. I've treat him more like a sister to her lil brother. I just can't fall for him since I've had this crush that may last longer than I've expected. Reasons much now.

Gosh what should that be related to a hectic life Arina? Haha. Out of topic. Hm, let's us see. My busiest semester started of with mini project for one of my course. We'd be given about 2 weeks to settle it down and do the presentation with full technical report. Alhamdulillah, I've been through perfectly. Then, I've got this super duper hardcore course called Statics. I've never been in a situation that I've never understand what the lecturer taught. However, it's a past. I've been through the final examination for that paper and I cried, hard. The toughest paper ever. Pray for a pass. Pass should be enough. 

More, I've never like one of the courses which is Office Application where we need to learn about Microsoft  Office 2010. Yucks. Hell what? I could be using a computer/laptop but studying about it? Hm never been in my way before and after. Then, I need to learn about Engineering Drawing which all I can say, I'm suck in drawing. But, I love the lecturer. He's kind enough. And my final paper is drawing. Wuhuu. Need to score since it's quite simple. 

The most annoying thing I've ever encounter this semester is my application of credit transfer. Huh. I can't find any source of BEL and CTU weekly scheme. And even my former lecturer didn't help me. I know they've been busy. I think of settle it down when I'm going back for my convocation. Guys, my convocation is on 13 of November 2013. Kya! Can't wait. And thanks Allah for letting my mum going there with me. Keke. 

Since I've been through ups and down this few months back, I need to keep moving on. Keep strong. Keep holding on. I shouldn't give up. Things are made up for me. I must give my best for all. Gonna get this Bachelor's degree in 4 years time. InsyaAllah. Amin. 

Sometimes, the wrong path that we choose, leading us the the right way of choice. 

It's all in your hands. Either to keep it or let it go.

May Allah help us, always. :)

Selamat Hari Raya

Assalamualaikum. Hai. :)

People do update about their Raya and I loves seeing those colourful outfits their in. Well, its Raya. Colourful tradisional wear is a must. So do me. First day with polka dot baju kurung pahang. Cheerful mode. Second day with turquoise batik in baju kurung moden. Third day in all-black jubah. Fourth day with green roses dress. Hehe. 

This post is not really about Raya actually but I do upload some Raya pictures. On the seventh day of Raya, we went to Bukit Gambang Water Park. We had a very exciting moments there. Nice place with nice price. For Uni students only RM20 per person. But make sure bring along ID card. 

*Bukit Gambang Water Park*

Playing all day give me all the best feelings I've ever had. Excitement, loves, hyper, happy, thankful, great, and so much more. Pffftttt I miss them :(

*Duit raya lai lai. Bukti I masih muda. Haha*

*We're a happy family*

*Two lil kids that always be by my side*

*Pipi manyak kembang wooo. Apuuu*

P/s : Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri semua. Maaf zahir dan batin :)

A part of me

Assalamualaikum. Hai. :)

I'm officially 21. Yay! Haha. It doesn't feel great at all. Feel like I'm getting old before the right time. Well, people will always grow old. Haha. Still, I look young, forever. Pfffttt.

Typical and ordinary teenager just like my craziest friends, they celebrated my birthday with tepung + telur + air. Dah jadi macam kek lapis sarawak. Haha. That's my first experience actually. Yeah, my friends ever tried it before but I end up crying and they stopped. Pity them. Tak sempat buat apa pun. Frankly speaking, I don't really like that kind of celebration. I hate surprise, seriously. Sangat cepat melatah dan marah. Sorry. Just like that day, I cursed everyone. Sorry friends. ;)

I've told mama about what happened on my 21st birthday, mostly about we're going to Purtajaya and having that 'tepung+telur' partayyy. Ingatkan mama akan cakap, 'padan muka you'. But, mama said, 'Hey! Sapa bodo gilak buat kat anak mama macam ya? Ingat mama ngandong you 9 bulan ya pake daknya baling tepung telur ka? Sikda keja lain? Celebrate pun, celebrate la bena. Tedah you. Jumpa kelak, kita celebrate birthday you, okay? Jangan nangis'

Perghhh, mama still that super duper protective person for me even I'm growing up. Love you always mum! I'm not complaining what happened that day. Just wanna share some story with her. And it just end up mama  overly angry with every person did that to me. Nasib baik tak bagitau nama. Kalau bagitau, memang puas kena sumpah mama. Haha. Mama mama, love you!

However, it's actually one of great memory for me. Never been that crazy with friends before. First experience for me. They done something that really worth my time. Terharu beb! Dorang tak balik awal, stay kat hostel sampai hari Isnin, just nak celebrate my birthday. Love you all! You've become a part of me. ;)

I know, we're in the rear of separation. I just can't imagine that but just enjoy this moment, together. I've cut out the negatives and found the real ones.

Meera, Marsha, Fifi, Fana, Lizz

Samsul, Pali, Kamarul, Akalil, Mirul

P/s : Bila nak ambil gambar sama-sama? Haih!